I am what I am...

I have multiple parts to my personality, and over the years they have transformed into more defined individuals. These individuals have slowly been coming forward and showing themselves at times of crisis.

 I've never really been able to admit it or accept it until now. I know that many people (myself included) might be weirded out about the idea of multiple personalities, but I have to accept that I am what I am. If anyone would like to discuss at some point, I'm open...

Thoughts

I fucking hate myself. I hate my mental illness. I wish I had the fucking balls to actually off myself instead of trying to find painless ways out. I would have saved myself so much hurt if I'd done it all those years ago.